1047: Shaun Attwood | From Raves to Riches to Ruin Part One

First Raves

Shaun's first experiences with the rave scene were transformative. He describes how the rave culture, with its vibrant music and drug use, helped him overcome social anxiety and stress. Shaun recalls his first rave at the Thunderdome in Manchester, where he tried ecstasy and felt an overwhelming sense of euphoria and connection with others 1. This marked the beginning of his deep involvement in the rave culture, which he describes as becoming a 'religion' for him and his friends.

I danced all night long. I didn't even want to stop to take a piss. I even ended up getting on the front stage. And after that, raving became our religion.

--- Shaun Attwood

Shaun also experimented with various club drugs, often mixing substances like ecstasy, meth, GHB, and ketamine to enhance his experiences 2.

   

Drug Impact

The impact of drug use on Shaun and those around him was profound and often destructive. He describes the chaotic environment he lived in, filled with homeless people, gang members, and constant mayhem 3. This lifestyle led to intense paranoia, as Shaun and his associates were constantly on edge, fearing for their safety and dealing with dangerous individuals.

People are terrified of him. He didn't have to go and beat him up. He would just move in with them. If you owed me enough money, I would have him move in with you.

--- Shaun Attwood

Shaun's paranoia was both drug-induced and a realistic response to the threats he faced, creating a vicious cycle of fear and drug use 4.